My missing puzzle piece
It’s always like that. The sense of lost. Like an essential part of me dropped out and disappeared. The regret of not giving a final hug. No more of your smell. No more of your nagging and daily texting. I guess it all takes some time to get used to.
It’s all these that made me delay this pain, prolonging it. Even when it makes no sense to continue holding on anymore.
I thank you for it all, you always giving in to me, thinking for me. You’re always my number one supporter, never giving up on me. You always think I’m the best, even when everyone else denies me. Even till the end, you never blamed me but just quietly accepted it. It’s more than I deserve. I still thank God for allowing us to have what we had. It was beautiful.
As you said, some things cannot be forced. I know you’ve tried your best, and me mine. As much as I can’t bear to lose it all, when it’s gone, it’s gone. This may be the best for the both of us. Be strong and tide over it. I await the day, we can look at each other in the eyes as good friends and you can fulfill your promise of bringing me to the zoo.